and then i woke up.

you held me for the third time and told me that you loved me and i shouldn't hurt myself again.

and then i woke up.

happier memories

I'm running into the wind,
You smile at me, the sun shining on us

For the first time in my life I feel wanted

The best feeling in the world.........


If only someone had told me I'd fall in love again.
I wouldn't have made the decision
Which cost me my sanity

The scars will remain.




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Why oh why??

Why did this have to happen to me?
to be born with this curse
why couldn't it have been someone else

to love someone but theres no way they could ever love you back because of it.
Why me??

how to distinguish between dreams and reality for beginners

Anything bad is reality, and anything good is a dream

I told you the real world was cruel

I still drive past your street every day after school....

happy memories come back.......it makes me smile........

and then i remember.

us is gone, it will never come back


there is only you..................and then there's me


...............***//I<3uO.K.\\****........................

you crashed into my life involuntarily

my every dream and fantasy


the high which comes when you're around

made me believe in the impossible

before it all began

I remember when they first told me
They tried to break the news softly
Little did they know
They'd made me lose all hope
Of living a life loved
Of staying in the light